mixtape :)

before sleep :
comforting sound-mew
bubble and spike-telefon tel aviv
fade into you-mazzy star
smoke gets in your eyes-eartha kitt
blackbird-the beatles
sky phenomenon-jens lekman
the greatest-cat power
come away with me-norah jones
olsen olsen-sigur ros
breath-telepopmusik

fall in love :
love- john lennon
red state-faded paper figure
p.s. i love you-billie holiday
i wanted you to feel the same-the radio dept
sea of love-cat power
warning sign-coldplay
deep-binocular
more than this-roxy music
playground love-air
secret garden-bruce springsteen
sunday smile-beirut
first day of my life-brighteyes
i dont know what i can save you from-kings of convenience
wet ground-sondre lerche
blue light-bloc party
lovers spit-broken social scene

broken heart:
walking after-foo fighter
translatlanticism-death cab for cutie
this is the best it-budapest
couldnt sleep-milosh
you dont know me-michael buble
too late-m83
precious-depeche mode
evil-interpol
the scientist-coldplay
girl-death in vegas
fake plastic tree-radiohead
somebody hurt you-a girl called eddy
moon river-frank sinatra
maybe your gone-sondre lerche
gospel-the national
not for all the love in the world-the thrills
again-lenny kravitz
pride before a fall-maximo park
i try-macy gray
when you leave-maps
like knives-city & colour

on drugs and alcohol :
whatever happened to my rock & roll-black rebel motorcycle
like eating glass-bloc party
romantic rights-dead from above
poor leno-dj kicks
first breath after coma-explosions in the sky
red socks pugie-foals
paris-friendly fires
we are your friends-justice
live forever-oasis
kc accidental-broken social scene
born slippy-underworld
do you believe in rapture-sonic youth
beautiful ones-suede
homecoming-the teenagers

watch out for the next mixtape!

hello sweetest guys :P

this is the first time after the long long weekend hmm...let's say the long holiday i'm back home.my second home, yep ! B.A.N.D.U.N.G !!

where everything seems so unexpected and complicated. why ?? becoz i've just meet my BF. BF ?? yeah.. My Boy Friend. My sweetest guys :)

let me introduce him :
his name is Ridho Maesa. ( Esa = he is the first child in his family ). no Batak's family name ?? yes..of course he doesn't. he came from palembang, where you can find "pempek" in every single road.hehe :P ... he is 21 years old, he's cute, he's sweet, and he's my BOY.

it's called KECEROBOHAN

i've lost !! for the third times.. my telepon bimbit !!! arrggghhh

21:53

21:53 apa yang keren dari angka itu ??

* 2 = 5-3
* 1 = 3-2
* 5 = 2+3
* 3 = 2+1

ga jelas bgt sih........

kosong !! kosong !! what a day, he's back. yeahh my mr.brightside, why ?? long time no see.. long time no speaking.. long time no chat.. and now when i'm alone, you came back. how can ??

sementara teduhlah hatiku
tidak lagi jauh
belum saatnya kau jatuh
sementara ingat lagi mimpi
juga janji janji
jangan kau ingkari lagi

percayalah hati lebih dari ini
pernah kita lalui
jangan henti disini


sementara lupakanlah rindu
sadarlah hatiku hanya ada kau dan aku
dan sementara akan kukarang cerita
tentang mimpi jadi nyata
untuk asa kita ber dua


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pernah kita lalui
takkan lagi kita mesti jauh melangkah
nikmatilah lara
jangan henti disini

perbedaan

PERBEDAAN ?? apa pentingnya atau seberapa pentingnyaa ??

sedikit cerita ttg itu, aku mengalami nya dibidang.. let's say LOVE ?? no.. it's so deep. maybe, heart.

yayaa.. beberapa tahun, ato bulan yg lalu dengan gampangnya aku blg : " hmm... lebih bae jangan deh, mending jgn dicoba drpada ntar sakit. "

ngomong emang gampang bgt yah... dan skg aku mengalaminya.. what !??!? yah begitulah... ak merasakan nya. aku ga tau mo ngomong apa lagi. aku ga tahu harus nyesal ato gmn. aku ga tau aku harus gmn. yg aku tahu keputusan itu udah aku ambil, dan mau ga mau terpaksa ato engga aku harus menjalaninya..

sakit emang, tpi kan itu resikonya. namanya hidup yah dijalani dan dinikmati ajj. yg penting jalani apapun itu dengan caramu sendiri. bnr ga pendapatku ini ??

buat kamu ! yah kamu lah, pasti kamu sadar yang ak maksd itu kamu...

kalo kata tmn aku sih... jawaban atas pernyataanku " biasanya org pcran beda agama itu awet bgt ", nah satu jawaban yg aku trima itu : "iyaa, knp coba beda agama suka awett, soalnya mereka dlm agama aja bisa ngasii toleransi yg gede
ayas sweet: aplg yg laenn." bener sihh....

makasii udah ngingetin hal itu ke aku... makasii buat smua masukan, dan pertimbangan yang ada... makasii bgt buat kamu. yah sekali lagi kamu itu kamu deh !!

mungkin ini awalnya ajj, tpi aku jamin nanti2 kita akan bisa kembali lagi ke apa yg kita maksud bukan yg kita pungkiri yah.. kamu pasti ngerti deh, soalnya kamu kan yg lebih suka mikir ketimbang aku...

" i know that you very nice, never ever tell me lies. you always there to comfort and chere me up when i'm down.. however that is it.. you've got "your world" and " i've got mine " and after we've been through i must say.. sorry honey my love is not for you.. sorry baby this love is not for you.. it's over now "

pasti kangen deh jitak2an bareng ( kamu ), becandaan bareng ( kamu ), wisata kuliner bareng ( kamu), nonton bareng ( kamu ), telp2an sampe ktiduran bareng ( kamu ), belajar bareng ( kamu ), ke JOGJA bareng ( kamu ), nae motor & pake helm itu bareng ( kamu ), ke rumah kopi bareng ( kamu ), a mild, star mild, gudang garam ( kamu ), cardigans ( kamu ), hahay miss you booii...

jangan lupa mandi walopun dingin, jgn lupa kuliah walopun maen dota, jangan lupa makan walopun mie, dll deh kamu pasti lebih tahu diri kamu. bye bye you.

hari ini

nih harii yah !!!

gilaa..kesel bgt gw sharian ini !! udah enak2 dr pagi gw nyalon, reflexy eh menjelang matahari terbenam ada seseorang nyebelin bgt !

ditambah malemnya menjelang pergantian hari ada juga org lebih nyebelin...mau lo smua apa sih ???

lo !!
yah lo juga !!
apalagii lo !!!!!!!

when ...

bye all !!

when i'm alone, right now !