i can't fix it and ours

hellow...

for the end week of may, there's something that i wanna share.. i just ended my relationship. with who? of course you know >.<"

i know it's not just because of my egoland n my selfish boy ! it's from my heart. i want you to know, coz my heart can't beat again if there's you beside me. i don't know why, n i can't answer all of you questions baby. it's just heart's problem baby...

for our last meeting in palembang, for the last debate, and for the last smile our share... it's show for the last that i've to go honey... i know it's my fault and i think to say "Sorry" is not enough for our relationship..

you're the man that i've wanted to be with, but our personal's mind and behaviour can't make us to be together as long as we expected :(

it's for us, not for anyone else. i know, you're very anggry and can't deal with my oppinion and my last excusse........ i'm so sooorryy cal :(

you can say anything, but not to force your desire and of course to me, no baby..no baby :'(

i just to make sure that you always trust me,you just believe that i don't cheatting on you, i'm sure. there's anyone else for our bussiness...

but, i just bored with our relationship, our meeting, our wish cause i've a first level of "egoland" and you've the first level of "sensitive" and everybody knows it's can't be together before we fix ourself first.

you can go now, honey... fly with all your dreams, all your style, all your sense, and all your heart. try to find who you are and combine with the good one. i hope we'll still as the first time we meet, no talking too much, no selfish...and i do love you like my best one, FRIENDS.

bye bye ridho maesa.

KARIMUN JAWA :) :) :)

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i really really enjoy and happy for our backpaker trip to karimunjawa islands.
so amazing, you can see it ! seriously !!
hope you can go there, blogger (:

and i've plan to my next backpaker trip, maybe rajaampat (papua), pulau sikuai (sumbar), pulau tidung( kep.seribu), deep lombok.. anyone wanna join with me / us ??
it's will be a great backpaker trip.. save your money, and enjoy your experience guys :)