Maroon 5 - Nothing Last Forever Lyrics

OH GOD, MAROON 5 will held concert at tenis indoor.. i want it, seriously :)

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep


If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

why you so ?

So i guess i have been missing for few days and I should get back to my blog. Days ago, I was sitting on my bed with my laptop and stumbled upon others' blogs. As the result, I've just realized that I miss to write and I miss this blog so much!And most importantly, i miss you..


Days are pretty hectic for me,especially when I'm about to leave and I have lists of things to be done. Not only packing seems so hard but also the weather seems unfriendly these days. Besides from the packing stress, I was completely in a horrible situation which is.. being sick,again. I know I have mentioned it often and I don't know if there is something wrong with my body or the weather. Oh well, but one injection from the doctor truly helps!

i'm back

hell-0 blogger ! long time no share, now no excuse i want to tell many things (:

01. after so long time i'm being single, now i'm very happy to be that. everytime, everywhere i love my activity. i tried so hard, ehmm... not so hard, but finally i've forgot my last relationship :P

02. in my last semester(amien), i do my last task with slowly but sure i will be there ! yes be there in the green table... i need your support, i need your care, i need your help, i think it's enough to make my last task perfect :) i hope all of you read this, so can pray to me n my skripsweet :))

03. over maybe 4 month, my life full of journal and travelling+culinner :D every friday nite, saturday nite, sunday, and noon monday i spent my time with my BIG BOSS (dosen pembimbing). we've enjoy our quality time with my bestfriend rini :)

04. 2 weeks ago, finally i can meet my friends, ghali+dea, oki+vita, bodat+puspa, doma+chaca, winda and herdian. all of us enjoy our thursday nite, so lovely to be there with the unity :) i need them to bring my life so colourful, and thankyou very much friends =)

05. in the mid october, my ex boyfriends : samuel simatupang had finished his study. so thankful to see him smile with his "embel" SE in his last name, samuel simtupang,SE. oh blogger, i want to be like him, put "SE" in my last name. for our purpose in this short time, just it that i want to be real :) amien i can put it next januari =)

06. my dear bestiest : nella, pungky, adethia will graduate this end year, so happy to hear that.

07. my lovely dog, 29oct will be 1 years old. oh god, you know how funny it? so funny... everyday,i miss golo, although i'm home with golo :p

08. 21oct my lated man, my dad birthday. happy birthday pap, i miss you so much. i can't say how much i miss you and i love you. this year will be 2 years you're gone. i hope you always happy in your world, and i'm happy too in this world. i love you, my unintended =)

09. and 24oct my best girl, debora simatupang 22th years old. happy birthday dear :)

10. oh no, my bestfriends, FH already married. yeah, it's so surprising, makes me scare about it. but, it's her way, so i just can pray, hope FH always happy =) i miss you and i love you friends, sorry i can't attend your party :)

mepet :p

i miss to share time in this blog, many stories about my life of course ! but now, i'm waiting for 9pm. it's time to consult my last task to my BIG BOs !

maybe, next day i will continue it, enjoy your nite. be bless :*

ini untuk lo, RIHDO MAESA !!!

pagi ini dimulai dgn bete !!!

maav blogger, gw mau numpahin kekesalan gw. maav gw ga sopan di bulan penuh hikmat cennah !!! tp suer gw bete bgt !!!


pernah ngerasa org yg pnh lo sayangin bgt jadi musuh lo bgt ? gw sih mengalaminya... apa salahnya berteman? yaudah, gw harap ini crt trakir gw ttg lo ya, dan smoga aja segala komunikasi kita terputus. batin & fisik. real dan dunia maya !!

gw memenuhi semua permintaan lo, lo males liat gw? fine, it's your way ! so fly with it, i hope it is the best ! amin !

gw sih sebenarnya pengen ngomong lgsung ke lo, tp sori sori jek kayanya impossible. so, kirim salam sama masa depan lo yang bakalan luar biasa tanpa masa lalu lo. hapus aku !

bribu permintaan maav udh gw lontarkan sblm ini, jadi kayanya lo juga udh males bgt. sumpah demi apapun kan lo males lihat gw !



.....................................BYEBYE-boy......................................

is that wrong to be your friend, man ?

heloow blogger, we meet again !

many times, after i'd finished my status with my ex, i spent time to my own life. many story bout me after my relationship broken...and now, my focus is to my Last task, "skripsweet" and i want to make it perfect, without any excuses.

blogger, i want to introduce my new friend. his name ghali. actually, he is my ex's friend. ghali was ending his relationship with his girl right with me. but in ghali case, his ex had a new realtionship again. how poor ghali or how poor his ex, guys?

we can judge who is the right one and the wrong one. it's just life, there is the black and the white one.

everyday, ghali just repentanced his own way. he always told to me, how he so damn much love his ex, and want to make the new n fresh relationship with his ex again. everyday and everyday.

everyday, he want me to help him. first he want me to meet his ex, to say how ghali's conditons and ghali want to say sorry about his mistakes and want to be her boyfriends again. but it's impossible, coz his ex just start her new realtionship and she say that she was happy with the new one.

oke, the second ghali want me to help him, to forgot his ex, but i know ghali can't do it. everytime, when we talk, he always talk about his ex. hehehee :P

but, ghali is the man. he can sportif with his own way. and i want to say to his ex, ghali always love you.

hmmm...now blogger, after so long time i'd ended my relationship i feel flat. i don't know why, and now our relationship with my ex was so scream. we just like there in the 3rd world wars. i know i've a mistakes, and i want to say sorry.

for the information that i'd herd, he just start the new realtionship with the jakarta's girl. oke, first i want to say congratz my boy, finally you. and i hope with your new GF, you'll be happy than ours last.

i'm sorry for everything, for our last meeting,for so many my mistakes. i just want to be your friend, is that wrong? don't always to avoid me boy, you know it will hurt our relationship.

i don't want to disturb yours, i just want you to be happy. i just want we came back for the first time we meet, friends.

however, you ever be my man, my lovely boy, my part, my last life, and i love you it's serious, not my kidding joke. i hope you know that. and will you be my friend, man?

this blog i represented for ghali and his friends,my ex.

hello 22 !

ok , however the story that i want to tell about, it's my birthday !8 august >.<

my birthday so colourfull right, i'm very happy guys. when i wake up in the sunday morning, i just say hello for the new age , yep the twins number 22. many hope for this old, i hope it will be the good reason for me to be a good person, can win from wars with my egoland & my selfish. and i hope in this age, i can put SE, in the end of my name " winda astria, SE "

for this birthday, i just want to say thankyou so much for my part of my life, my MOM.. thanks for the best i ever had, mom. and dam, i love you so much :*

the second, of course for my bestiest my girls, NAPO ! oh no, thanks for the surprise, and i can't say how so damn much i love you all. please always be my baby.

and for many birthday wishes from all of you, so many thanks guys. without you, maybe it will be the bad day, thanks for the time we share together, for my man : " naldy, chery, bolis, martek, tomok ", for my ladies : "riris, eka, monica " i'm so happy with our last meeting in my birthday :*

for who are you, i know exactly, you're not forgot my BD, but it's ok. our new conditions can details it. thanks for your mom and your sisters. i hope our last relationship will be better than this.

and also i want to say thanks for my family for the present birthday. oh yes, i'm so happy with it. thanks a lot.

last not the least, my superhero, my daddy in heaven, i love you so much and i can't say how much i miss you so dad, thanks for the best father in this world. i hope you were here with me, or maybe i'll be there with you :*

... Jesus Christ, my savior, my Lord how much i love You, i'm nothing without You. thanks for the new age, for this day.

june, july =)

i'm back guys...
after the SP class for 2 month. (-.-)"

helloowww people, how are you ? HOW ARE YOU ??

-- after so long time no see, no blogging, no "cuap2", now i'm back home :* with so many story about my self, my friends, my ex, my bestiest, my lecture, my world, my future ?!? --

com'on follow me !

my last blog was 1 june told 'bout my bestiest my golo =) now, i want to tell 'bout golo again.. the last 20th june, golo was attend PETS CARNAVAL. so many pets there, dogs, cats, rabbits, and so on... there's so many cutey doggy, pom, chiwawa, shitzu, pekingse, yorkshire, maltese, golden, herder, and my other. and many categories contest, and MY BEST GOLO was the winner. he was win the male fashion contest. we're so proud with golo =) and after that we (me,rini&golo) take the pict together with the "koboi" custom. so funny :D

after june, it was july.. full of happines, sadness, cheerfull, cryfull ?!?!?

2nd july, nadya sri utami ( ghali's ex) was had "belated birthday" my friends (bodat,oki,doma,puspa,and of course ghali ) went to her home to gave the surprised. and of course dea was surprised, anyway happy belated birthday dea =D .

after that, so many hours i spend to hear ghali's talk about dea. yeah, he's so sad ! when dea gone, with her new boyfriends MR.A but it's life, sometimes we don't know how to makes it mine. but someday it will be, be done perfect if we can fix our problem with our possitiveness :D

and with july my self flow it ! i've the LKM class. full of task n presentation, i'm so so busy with it.. but i'm trying to enjoy it. and the end of july, the SP class was over. it' s mean UAS. be bless me GOD ! i wish it's perfect >.<"

....and i fell so flat right now. !

it's story about my bestiest, my dear GOLO

ohh hellow guys, my name GOLO. i'm 6 month. i really do love my sisters : ka winda n ka rini (:

so serious to hear what i talking with

he spent time for sleep too much !

it's so funny right? he just over sleep, and see his face :)

sometimes he's like a rabbit :P

i can't fix it and ours

hellow...

for the end week of may, there's something that i wanna share.. i just ended my relationship. with who? of course you know >.<"

i know it's not just because of my egoland n my selfish boy ! it's from my heart. i want you to know, coz my heart can't beat again if there's you beside me. i don't know why, n i can't answer all of you questions baby. it's just heart's problem baby...

for our last meeting in palembang, for the last debate, and for the last smile our share... it's show for the last that i've to go honey... i know it's my fault and i think to say "Sorry" is not enough for our relationship..

you're the man that i've wanted to be with, but our personal's mind and behaviour can't make us to be together as long as we expected :(

it's for us, not for anyone else. i know, you're very anggry and can't deal with my oppinion and my last excusse........ i'm so sooorryy cal :(

you can say anything, but not to force your desire and of course to me, no baby..no baby :'(

i just to make sure that you always trust me,you just believe that i don't cheatting on you, i'm sure. there's anyone else for our bussiness...

but, i just bored with our relationship, our meeting, our wish cause i've a first level of "egoland" and you've the first level of "sensitive" and everybody knows it's can't be together before we fix ourself first.

you can go now, honey... fly with all your dreams, all your style, all your sense, and all your heart. try to find who you are and combine with the good one. i hope we'll still as the first time we meet, no talking too much, no selfish...and i do love you like my best one, FRIENDS.

bye bye ridho maesa.

KARIMUN JAWA :) :) :)

sebenarnya masih banyak foto, tp lama bgt uploadnya.. you can see on my facebook :
sky_napo@yahoo.com

i really really enjoy and happy for our backpaker trip to karimunjawa islands.
so amazing, you can see it ! seriously !!
hope you can go there, blogger (:

and i've plan to my next backpaker trip, maybe rajaampat (papua), pulau sikuai (sumbar), pulau tidung( kep.seribu), deep lombok.. anyone wanna join with me / us ??
it's will be a great backpaker trip.. save your money, and enjoy your experience guys :)

20 21 22 APRIL

hellow april, so many people around me have a birthday on April :)

19 april : Rinaldy Simanjuntak, my best friend happy belated birthday "say", wish your dreams comes true. smangat buat kuliahnya :)

20 april : Dwi Karti Sirait, she is my patner in sosi universe gym. Happy belated birthday dw, smoga cepat sembuh...

21 april : Sonya Tobing, my lovely girl, piece of my napo :) happy belated birthday, semangat kuliah biar bisa lulus bareng2 yaa tahun ini... so sorry can't there beside you on your birthday :(

22 april : Ridho Maesa, my BOY' yes ! he is !! don't be child along time honey, happy belated birthday :) keep spirit, keep smile, keep strong to be a MAN not a BOY anymore :P sayangnya ga bisa bareng dihari ultahmu, but it's ok to be right there around your family :)

and........ for the others who i forget your birthday, i'm sorry...but i wanna say happy belated birthday all :) GBu

so sorry

for not to blogging :) for a while time ago !
( i'm very very busy for UTS and have a journey to palembang n lampung )

welcome maret :) BOLD BOLD BOLD

hai hai smua... apakabar?? gag kerasa udah maret aja.. masih musim hujan yah, dan akhir2 ini status FB org2 pada ngeluh ttg mati lampu..hehe... kayanya sngaja deh PLN nya, biar romantis gelap2an pake lilin.hehe..

maret, means UTS.. kata teman aku UTS itu Ujian Tidak Serius. :P

Bold what you've done ! saya dapat ini dr blog nya temen. :)
01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg glacier
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby’s diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse

30. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records (cds)
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
132a. Had them write back
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. …more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone’s heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a TV game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than US states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. …and gotten 86’ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested

cukup menghibur :)

mama mama mama :)

mama.......

first of all i wanna say i love you... yesterday, today and future.

ma, izin donk :
...... aku pengen liburan ke h0ngkong ajja
...... aku pengen lensa kamera baru ajja
...... aku pengen ganti jok kulit mobilku ajja
...... aku pengen pindah kost ajja
...... aku pengen laptob baru ajja
...... aku pengen buka toko roti ajja
...... aku pengen berenti kuliah ajja
...... aku pengen kasihtau ini ajja

boleh ??

just see it :)

this is my wall. for any hours to fix it. and, i love it so much. this is full of hope, love, and memories. you can see it now guys :P

choice ?

pilih mana???
mencintai / dicintai ?
memaafkan / dimaafkan ?
memaki / dicaci ?
pisang goreng / combro ?
king of convenience / superman is dead ?
pagi / malem ?
cinta / uang ?
mati / hidup ?
miskin / kaya ?
panjang / pendek ?
kawan / lawan ?
kurus / gendut ?
anjing / kucing ?
matahari / bulan ?
tidur / bangun ?
twitter / facebook ?
hitam / putih ?
drum / gitar ?
jalan / lari ?
bunga / balon ?
iya / tidak ?
sulit ??? pilih saja...

N for my lovely NAPO

dari sabtu 13feb - senin 15feb kami napoleon ngumpul. yippie... mulai dari dukacita-sukacita kita bagi bersama. benar2 valentine yg indah... and i love you guys..

jadi ingat tragedy :

monica : " kalian itu siapa sih, gag ada ngedukung aku ? aku masih punya teman diluar sana yg slalu ngedukung
aku "

winda : " mulai sekarang yah, kita lebih baik gag usah temenan. aku cuma tahu manusia yang namanya Monica
Tonggina Silitonga. TITIK !! "

pungky : " kami itu udah capek yah mon atas tindakan mu ini, kalau kau ngerasa teman2mu diluar sana lebih baik,
cari aja mereka. kami ini begini karena sayang samamu."

nella : " jangan gitulah, kita ini semua temanan.ini cuma salah paham teman2. "

sonya hanya bengang bengong gag bisa berkata2.hahaa :P

but aku senang kita semua saling terbuka..and i really really love you all. kita jaga yah persahabatan ini selalu..

girl, shame on you !

happy valentine's day everybody :)

14 februari 2010.. happy valentine's day everybody
i love you all..

buat my sweetest guy RidhoMaesa, and of course my little doggy GOLO :) happy val's day dear. see how much i love you both. muaahh..
( sebenarnya aku pengen di hari ini bareng kalian )

...and for all of you who is celebrate the chinese new year..
( kl perlu bagi2 angpao ) :P

i want it. serious !!

..... and hello JENS LEKMAN & KING OF CONVENIENCE
SABUGA 27 MARET 2010

i really2 want to see that show.
someone, somebody want you Mr or Mrs or Ms to buy me a ticket. pliss ??

kalo di dongeng2 :
kalo yg beliin itu cowo akan aku jadikan suamiku.
kalo itu cewe akan aku jadikan saudara terkasihku. hihihi :P

but... aku bener2 pengen >,<

mixtape :)

before sleep :
comforting sound-mew
bubble and spike-telefon tel aviv
fade into you-mazzy star
smoke gets in your eyes-eartha kitt
blackbird-the beatles
sky phenomenon-jens lekman
the greatest-cat power
come away with me-norah jones
olsen olsen-sigur ros
breath-telepopmusik

fall in love :
love- john lennon
red state-faded paper figure
p.s. i love you-billie holiday
i wanted you to feel the same-the radio dept
sea of love-cat power
warning sign-coldplay
deep-binocular
more than this-roxy music
playground love-air
secret garden-bruce springsteen
sunday smile-beirut
first day of my life-brighteyes
i dont know what i can save you from-kings of convenience
wet ground-sondre lerche
blue light-bloc party
lovers spit-broken social scene

broken heart:
walking after-foo fighter
translatlanticism-death cab for cutie
this is the best it-budapest
couldnt sleep-milosh
you dont know me-michael buble
too late-m83
precious-depeche mode
evil-interpol
the scientist-coldplay
girl-death in vegas
fake plastic tree-radiohead
somebody hurt you-a girl called eddy
moon river-frank sinatra
maybe your gone-sondre lerche
gospel-the national
not for all the love in the world-the thrills
again-lenny kravitz
pride before a fall-maximo park
i try-macy gray
when you leave-maps
like knives-city & colour

on drugs and alcohol :
whatever happened to my rock & roll-black rebel motorcycle
like eating glass-bloc party
romantic rights-dead from above
poor leno-dj kicks
first breath after coma-explosions in the sky
red socks pugie-foals
paris-friendly fires
we are your friends-justice
live forever-oasis
kc accidental-broken social scene
born slippy-underworld
do you believe in rapture-sonic youth
beautiful ones-suede
homecoming-the teenagers

watch out for the next mixtape!

hello sweetest guys :P

this is the first time after the long long weekend hmm...let's say the long holiday i'm back home.my second home, yep ! B.A.N.D.U.N.G !!

where everything seems so unexpected and complicated. why ?? becoz i've just meet my BF. BF ?? yeah.. My Boy Friend. My sweetest guys :)

let me introduce him :
his name is Ridho Maesa. ( Esa = he is the first child in his family ). no Batak's family name ?? yes..of course he doesn't. he came from palembang, where you can find "pempek" in every single road.hehe :P ... he is 21 years old, he's cute, he's sweet, and he's my BOY.

it's called KECEROBOHAN

i've lost !! for the third times.. my telepon bimbit !!! arrggghhh